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Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Job Hunting in New York

There are so many exciting things to do here!!!! I was thinking about being a party promoter!! there a so many opportunites here for that and then there are personal assistant jobs, nanny jobs for millionares, Internships!! Im at a loss!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Life Chat

Hey guys!!! I just started a new group on google called "Life Chat"!! Its supposed to be a place where people can talk about there and problem and/or get advice from people with out them judging you! so please please please subscribe and tell your friends to!!

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Family

I'm so upset right now!!! I had been living in NC for 5 years and the whole time, my family was always trying to force me to come to NY to live and go to school. Im up here now and its like i feel like im not wanted around!. I dropped my life listening to them. At least when i was down there i had people that wanted me around and wanted to see me. Maybe i'm just being a sensitive brat right now i dont know.

Michael Jackson Drama!

OMG................there is all kinds of drama going on all over the place about Michael Jackson.... this is what a boy on facebook posted about him

"kan sumone plz help me understand why erybdy is so upset that "Mike Jackson" died...this the same dude that was a ((MOLESTER)) 2kids...that hung ((WHITE BABIES)) ova balconies && tried 2 change the ((PIGMENT)) of his skin...&& neva wntd 2have sex wit a women so he donated his sperm 2have kids??? BUT STILL GETS TREATED LIKE GOD??? PLZ HELP ME 2UNDERSTAND!!!"

why do you guys think about this?

Lost in life!!!!

Right now im lost in life and dont know what to do!!! I have no job, no money, no car, no clothes, im not in school!!! My life has fallen apart in the last year! I went from having everything to nothing that fast! I wish i could put everything back together again but where do i start??? I'm in a city that I know nothing about, I have no friends what so ever here and dont know make any. I'm so used to that southern hospitality, but in NY ever person I try to talk to looks at me like im a crazy person. I'm about to just jump in the Hudson river!

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Who? What? Why?

Hey Im Jae, im 20 years old (turning 21 in september! YAY!)im originally from Manhattan NY, but i grew up in a little tiny one exit town called Roscoe with my grandmother and grandfather. When i was 13 i moved to GA and then when i was 15 i moved to NC and have been there ever since until now. A couple weeks ago i had a nervous break down (witch ill probably tell you about later) and day before yesterday i hopped on a bus and left my whole life behind and now im in Manhattan stayin with my sister and nephew.

To understand the purpose of this blog you need to understand me, and i dont even understand me, so i guess you will never understand this blog lol. All i know is that my whole life i have hidden things from everyone about everything, because i was always so worried about what people thought of me. I never wanted anyone to think anything bad about me and never wanted to get in trouble. I want people to see me for me, the true me, not the person everyone thinks i am.