Who? What? Why?

Hey Im Jae, im 20 years old (turning 21 in september! YAY!)im originally from Manhattan NY, but i grew up in a little tiny one exit town called Roscoe with my grandmother and grandfather. When i was 13 i moved to GA and then when i was 15 i moved to NC and have been there ever since until now. A couple weeks ago i had a nervous break down (witch ill probably tell you about later) and day before yesterday i hopped on a bus and left my whole life behind and now im in Manhattan stayin with my sister and nephew.

To understand the purpose of this blog you need to understand me, and i dont even understand me, so i guess you will never understand this blog lol. All i know is that my whole life i have hidden things from everyone about everything, because i was always so worried about what people thought of me. I never wanted anyone to think anything bad about me and never wanted to get in trouble. I want people to see me for me, the true me, not the person everyone thinks i am.